No words


Difficulty

fence

wall

date

replied

main

left

green

man

everything

miss

gun

eleven

row

until

sense

further

consonant

buried

nation

complex

front

dot

best

brick

boy

darkness

fly

excitement

policeman

barn

thread

grandfather

remain

against

headed

africa

nature

proper

dry

relationship

mountain

don’t

bill

bicycle

balloon

fruit

memory

rocket

nails

mama

anything

smaller

finally

five

step

explanation

anywhere

thank

soon

england

individual

nice

heart

hundred

flag

never

ocean

saddle

bed

part

job

folks

it

knew

done

shall

letter

steal

chart

describe

church

states

till

program

merely

fly

try

why

die

Knowing nothing


Orangewoods with heads down

Silent wings creeping

Hunting sheets crinkled and light

Stare at the wall all night

Maybe I will twist into a coil

and stroke frothing

drops of water on your corpse…

then, relax my self-assurance on

your smoldering chest…fire
I know nothing

but that this time
will travel along with me…

Wind


Through this petite arch in this back

The breath you exhale on my neck

Feelings…

Like a machine gun heart attack

Swallow me alive and spit me out

I’ll never run out

You are the realest

The sweetest

I stay so composed

But within

I need it

I waste away so you supply it

I prolong the need

Indeed

You ARE the one for me

I’ll take you fat, skinny, crazy

It’s a NEED

I’m emotionally involved and hanging on

Even though I know you just want

To bed me at home

Baby…

wait till you come into my zone

It simmers for months

But when the temperature hits your face

You’ll see

Fuck what you want

Cause in the end

All you will want

Is me

I am the NEED…

And if you are not satisfied…

Money back guarantee 😉

Surrender


Im a mess right now

I am unable to connect with you mentally
I can’t bring myself to be physical
Such a prize that no one will win
The game can’t be played
Shut up and shut out
What should I eat
or drink
I said I would…
Save the wine for a time im more sad

But I’m drunk
Cause im a mess right now
My fuckin heart is chipped
ripped
shaken
and stirred

I said id give up today
The girl who never gives up
Been raped beat and robbed
But I give up today
I give up on feeling sorry for myself
For complaining one more time
If I must all alone take care of mine
I will do this. I can’t stop now
I know the stuggle is me at its very best

Right now

and im a mess…right now
and I’m at my best…right now

Ex-fool-iation


Grinded bandana
Chirping Silence

3 circles too small
Flags floating down the hall

Mulchy shadow
Pollution passes

The way of these masses….

3 story yellow
A giver and a taker
Curiosity sought from the true maker

A little
Not a lot
Stepping inside comfort
Warm and cozy

Rattling interruption
Even snakes shed skin
And become renewed
You can change species
Believe me

Stuck her in a glass manhole
Those watching are not watching
Through this division flourished precision
And she cut like a diamond
Through the manhole and they finally watched
Not watching
Astounded
By profound thought
Though broke
You have just bought
The depth of a sinner
Omnipotent remorse
You are a stranger of your own course
Feeling and smelling deceit
Sweaty and nauseous
Get your fingers off me

Unsteady gait
Walking towards fate
Here he comes
There I run
Ignoring my space
Heat rising steadily on my face
Hot, red, scarlet fever temper
Subsides only by nature
Breeze in thin air
Trumpets aren’t
A part of this dizzy finish
Cathedral window peeper
Put those binoculars away
And come outside
No advances with pride
The advance I mean
Is the composition
Divine

P.S. Take your time

“And God Created Woman”


I cannot help but experience like mother earth…in all entities. I am a breathing paradoxical thought that just twisted into a camber.

A walking, talking, contradiction.

Possessing an aura of obscurity… “Appearing” as a vacant page in an open reserve…on the other hand, so very complex with at least 6,432 different flavors.

Some of my flavors are…

Disciplined…worthy…eloquent,

Non-judgmental…persuasive…conscientious

Inspirational…thorough…tender

Proficient…contemplative…uncontrollable

Restrained…assimilating…accurate

Competent… compassionate…nurturing,

Concerned…wandering…amusing,

…and fatefully dissatisfied…although I struggle to conceal that.

I don’t

So fuckin what.

I suffer habitually from emotional and spiritual blocks, and because of this I need to be unaccompanied to “heart” myself. I have no dilemma gawking at a partition for weeks. This has become a dynamic dissatisfaction for me. This is the method I sustain for my element to stay psychologically strong. This is also how I can be so pliable and lovable.

Affections:

I am overgenerous in service and commitments, I am concerned with…diet, wellbeing, corrective check-ups, ways of life, math and patterns, reliability, philosophies, unconscious mind, substance, employment, dependents, entourages, precision, and my own temperament liberation.

I can harshly relate to Pandora’s Box.

Secrets:

I have a clandestine thirst to be sexy, captivating, ravishing, attractive, and sparkling,

…to create literature and paintings in which I am the initiator of a new era.

I secretly desire to be respectable, in a high position, and to be documented for excellence…

I enclose sexual secrets which extend larger than life. There is a severe ingredient in me which is like a passionate rendezvous in itself…

I have a secret yearning to be 100% emotional yet I feel stoned as an intellectual.

I secretly know that my “ship is coming in” and I am capable of all that is conceivable.